Saturday, September 29, 2007

Racism Alive and Well


This will only take a minute, but it won’t be painless. Today at the street fair I bought a “Save the Jena 6” shirt by the southern California organization Eracism . Everybody has been asking me what it means, and I’m a bit upset about this. Not just a bit. It is totally appalling that in this country every single person (even someone like me who doesn’t watch television) always knows about the latest escapade of Britney Spears, but somehow the worst case of racially motivated injustice that I’ve heard of in decades doesn’t show up on the national news radar. This in itself is a gross injustice. The situation in the small town of Jena, Louisiana, has been brewing for nearly a year now--and I just found out all the incriminating details a little over a week ago. Please take the time to learn what’s going on!

Read a detailed synopsis here (please read the whole thing! There are numerous facts and citations nearer the bottom of the page)

Recent articles about the latest news, especially concerning Mychal Bell, here.

Then DO something about it. You can sign a petition here. Other things you can do are write an editorial and submit it to your local newspaper, or you can write to Louisiana legislators and tell them you demand real justice (details of how to do this are in the Snopes article). You can write about this in YOUR blog. Don’t say, “I’ll do it tomorrow.” Tomorrow is always too late. Please do it now, while you’re thinking about it.

Friday, September 28, 2007

Demon Pants and Dr. Privy


I use my cell phone as my personal assistant--I write down everything I need to do the moment I think of it because I know I’ll forget it immediately otherwise. It’s also helpful since I can set an alarm to startle me into remembering things, too. Because typing in text is such a pain in the neck on a little bitty not-smart phone (I loathe text messages, just so’s you know. Loathe, despise, and abhor.) I use the nifty little text recognition feature--you know, where you begin typing in a word and it tries to guess what you’re writing as you go along. Sometimes it still can’t figure out what you mean by the time you get to the end of a word and makes a wild stab--often with highly amusing results.

For example, the other day I was writing an impromptu shopping list, and when I tried to add “deodorant,” what my phone came up with was demenpant. Demenpant?! Ok, so it’s not really demon pants, but it was close enough to make me laugh out loud. I do realize that 98 percent of the rest of humanity is not as easily entertained as I am, but this next one may amuse just a few of you. My very favorite misinterpreted spelling is when I’m writing in my pulmonologist appointments, which I have to do fairly frequently. The doctor’s name is Dr. Spitz, but my phone insists, every single time, that I must be scheduling an appointment to see Dr. Privy.

Spurkey


There’s a festive atmosphere brewing in my neighborhood--tomorrow begins the annual Adams Avenue Street Fair, which takes place exactly one third of a block from my front door. This weekend will be a riot of music, food, and wacky things for sale. The carnival is already up and running, with rides spinning their neon colors against the night sky. Chunky generators and floodlights are in place on the sidewalks twice per block. There are also several trailers parked around the neighborhood advertising various products. My personal favorite is the Spammobile. I am not making this up. Although it’s possible I’m spelling it wrong. I was too busy being amused at its bright blue existence to note the correct spelling of “Spam-mobile,” or whatever it may really be. The back of the vehicle (the sides of which are adorned with a photo of a gargantuan Spam sandwich) displays a whole slew of other fabulous Spam varieties for you to try. Did you know they make Spam Lite? Or turkey Spam? (Spurkey??!!) I think they should quit trying to make any pretenses of marketing a healthy product and stick with their extraordinarily processed salty original. I mean, they have a reputation to uphold. People expect a certain quality of food from them, and they really have no right to go around trying to foist healthier versions on the unsuspecting public.

Monday, September 24, 2007

Boring Update (Hey, you asked for it!)


I have heard from more than a few people (mostly those that live at least 1,500 miles away) that my blog contains far too many random musings and adjective-laden anecdotes, rather than cold hard facts about what the heck is going on in my life. So, in the interest of placating the plot-starved, I offer this update.

My knee continues to heal, but is having some weird nasty pain that may be nerve-related. I have no idea what this bodes for the future. I have been working minimal shifts at Stone since my surgery, and I just got switched over to the tours-only department. Yay! No more retail for me. On the downside, I haven’t been out of full-time work for this many months in years, and I’m not handling it well. I really can’t remember when I’ve had such a gaping void of a schedule. The last time I had no job I was in grad school, which provides plenty of stress and obligation to fill your daylight hours and then some.
I am starting to get antsy/depressed/stir crazy/mopey. I don’t do well at all with unstructured time. I need to figure out what to do with my life. I really mean it this time when I say I want out of field archaeology. The work itself is still as joyous and rewarding as ever; that's not the problem. I don’t like the degree of unprofessionalism that seems to be rampant in the field, I don’t like the politics, I don’t like being the red carpet for developers to further destroy the landscape, and most of all, I don’t like the lack of steady employment and medical benefits. I won’t bore you with further excogitations about what I DO plan on doing. This is a more sophisticated way of saying I'm really not sure.
My respiratory health is good. Which is rather surprising considering that I haven’t exercised in months and I’ve been doing a really crappy job of taking care of myself as far as daily maintenance goes (nebulizing, etc.). I did have a problem about a month ago, when my lungs decided it was time that I experienced another thrilling episode of hemoptysis. For those of you who aren’t medical students, that means when a blood vessel in your lungs bursts. It’s quite yucky, to say the least. This last time was thankfully quite mild compared to other times this has happened, thank god, but it still threw me for a loop. Coughing up blood never ceases to be disconcerting, no matter how many times it’s happened to you. At any rate, it wasn’t enough to warrant a hospital visit and it stopped within a few days. For the curious, the reason this happens is because of the scarring in my lungs (bronchiectasis) caused by poor lung function and numerous respiratory infections. What happens is that the airways become enlarged and kind of floppy; they lose their integrity and become great little hidey-holes for bacteria to hang out in and throw wild parties. It’s a rather vicious cycle--having repeated infections causes more bronchiectasis, which in turn makes you much more susceptible to subsequent infections.

Ah! Which brings me to another fine point: I am planning, no matter how badly or slowly, on doing another fundraising walk, probably in November. So please keep that in mind and get ready to throw lots of money at the PCD Foundation. Our financial situation is even more lousy than last year so please don’t cop out on me. We need you!
I also just had an eye exam and my eyes have stayed stable for the first time ever--there has been almost no change since my last exam a year and a half ago. Even the astigmatism is the same. And my eyes are totally healthy. Yippee. I celebrated by ordering a really funky new pair of glasses. I’m also seeing the dentist next month finally...but really, now, this update is starting to bore even me! You can’t possibly be enjoying this! I brushed my teeth twice already today, you know...

In slightly more interesting news, I went back to dance practice for the first time last Thursday, and my leg didn’t fall off or anything. It went really well. I sat down a lot, and I skipped the parts in the routines where we kneel. I hope to be dancing up a storm in no time. Don’t forget that we’re performing at the Renaissance Faire in Escondido at the end of October!
Thanks to those of you who persevered to the end, despite the excruciating banality of this post. I can’t please everyone, you know! I promise that my next installment will be chock-full of useless information, detailed descriptions of absolute minutiae, and stories about cats and feet.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

PC=Pretty Crazy?


I inadvertently booby-trapped my friend’s house last night. You may recall that my friend Jen is blind. Not “optically challenged” or any other such nonsense. She prefers the term blind--but that doesn’t stop her from making “sighted people” jokes, either. I was at her house yesterday baby-sitting her big lovable baby of a dog while she was away, and I had a glass of water, which I only drank half of and then forgot all about. I left it on one of her end tables. Jen discovered it this morning by knocking it over and getting water everywhere. Oops. After she called to give me a good-natured hard time about it, I thought that I should have told her I did it on purpose to add some excitement to her life.

Jen actually appreciates being teased (within reason) about being blind. It’s often far more annoying to her to have people sidestep all through their conversation trying to avoid any reference to the fact that she can’t see. This is truly ridiculous behavior--after all, Jen is well aware that she’s blind. She’s noticed by now, believe me, and it’s a definitive part of who she is. I’ve actually been around her when people have said things like, “It’s nice to see you again,” and then immediately looked stricken by the fact that they used the word see. What the heck else are you supposed to say? “It’s nice to be-physically-in-your-immediate-presence again?” Pshaw! Jen is not offended by verbs that allude to seeing things. She doesn’t take it as some sort of sighted person taunt. She herself uses those words ALL the time. No big deal.

And then there’s the time that Jen was over at Kiki’s with us for a party, and asked where the bathroom was. This particular bathroom has no sink, as it has been in a state of remodeling limbo for a few months. While she was in there, I told Kiki we shouldn’t have warned her about the absence of sink; that in fact, we should have told her that it was really hard to find, and see how long it took her to figure out that we were playing a prank on her. We told her about our proposed joke when she came out, and this was her response: a very loud laugh and a pronouncement that “I love you guys!”

I do believe that the PC movement has produced some beneficial mind-opening for a lot of folks, but at the same time, sometimes it encourages people to act like fools. Most folks I know like to be called Black, not African American. And through the course of my work as an archaeologist, I’ve met quite a few Indians--not a single one of whom ever referred to his- or herself as Native American. Call people what they want to be called. It’s that simple. We don’t need to make up protracted polysyllabic phrases to describe people in a way that precludes--what, exactly? I’m not even sure.

Just one more example--a while ago, when another friend used to work in the restaurant industry, she was told to take a dish to a particular person at a large table full of people. The other server went through all kinds of painful lengths trying to describe who this person was, but Lisa just couldn’t see who she meant. After all, there were two women wearing red. Finally, Lisa asked, “Oh, you mean the black woman?” Apparently, the other server felt that it would be scandalous or offensive to call attention to the fact that the woman was, indeed, Black. I think that by sidestepping all around the issue she actually had the opposite of her intended effect. In reality, it could even be construed that she felt that being black was somehow a negative thing, or why else wouldn’t she have just said so? Here’s the other part of the story: everyone else at the table was white. That would have been such a simple way to distinguish her from the other guests--not a comment on racial relationships, a criticism of her skin color, or a slight against Black culture, just a momentarily distinguishing characteristic like the fact that she was wearing a red blouse. The same pretty much goes for disabled people--Jen doesn’t need or want kid-glove treatment. She wants to be joked with and teased like anybody else. Why shouldn’t she? And quit being so surprised that she can cook!

Friday, September 21, 2007

World Woes Cured by Spam

"Waves" photo copyright Wensheng Chen

I just got back home after a visit to the DMV, and I’m feeling rather unsettled. No, the visit itself was actually totally painless, relatively speaking. I timed my excursion so that I got there late in the day, and there was no line at all. The guy who gave me my ticket was even extra friendly and was cracking jokes about my T-shirt (the front says “HOLD ON TO YOUR BUTT” in large red letters). I only had to wait between ten and fifteen minutes for my number to be called, during which I was able to proofread three pages of a friend’s manuscript. I was just getting into my editing groove and was honestly almost frustrated that they called me so soon.

At any rate, after chatting with a nice lady about getting my new tags and being asked more wisecracking questions about my shirt by the security guard, I walked out to my car. As I was putting my new registration stickers on my license plate, I noticed a young man sitting near the sidewalk on one of those little concrete parking dividers. His posture exuded misery. His long hair was hanging down around his bowed head, obscuring his face, and occasionally he put his head all the way down cradling it in his arms. He looked distressed, not tired. Several times I thought about going over to him and asking him what was wrong. But I didn’t. I watched him the entire rest of the time that I was finishing my task, but never approached him. As I started up my car, he got up and wandered over to a nearby tree and leaned on it. He didn’t look that much happier than I had originally supposed. I drove away still wondering whether or not I should stop.

Here’s what unsettles me: why didn’t I help him? Was it because I don’t have the time? Definitely not. Was it because I don’t really care that much and don’t want to be bothered or sucked into whatever problem was plaguing him? No, I’m not that callous. Was it because he had stood up and was no longer looking quite so bereaved? I honestly don’t know. I asked myself these questions and others during my drive home. I’m still bothered by my behavior. I know it’s not necessarily a big thing, but how do I know it’s not? I’m disturbed that I seem to have bought into the current American attitude of “I’ve got mine, screw you,” if only temporarily. I really do think that as a culture, we tend to isolate ourselves from others. This isn’t right. Why is it so difficult for us to connect with strangers? What exactly are we risking that is so terrifying? What are we afraid of? I don’t like this culture of fear. It is at the heart of many things that are wrong with the world today. I placated myself somewhat with this thought: I feel that the fact that I’m even asking myself these questions brings me a tiny bit closer to being a decent human being than your average schmo, but not by much. Actions are what truly define you, not what’s in your head.

This incident reminded me of another time when I did stop to help somebody. I was driving home one day last year and a woman was half lying, half sitting on the sidewalk next to the bus stop. I immediately pulled into the adjacent parking lot and went to her side to see what was wrong. She couldn’t remember why she fell. I helped her up and sat with her on the bench for several minutes. I asked her if I should stay with her, but she swore she was fine. She also told me that she had been there for a while. Nobody else had stopped. Mind you, this is on a busy street with lots of traffic. What the hell? And I know some of you may be thinking, “Well, bless you for stopping. You are such a good person to help her.” Bullshit. Forgive my French, but that is nonsense. I really don’t understand why helping another human being you’ve never met before suddenly earns you a Good Samaritan trophy and makes you eligible for beatification right on the spot. It should just be what people do. The real issue is: what is wrong with everybody else that they didn't stop? I am amazed and saddened by this.

I can’t help but think what a different place this world would be if nobody was afraid to help a stranger--if we all felt so connected to one another, simply as fellow human beings, that there would never be any question or hesitation about helping. It should be a given. Helping others should be the default behavior, not the other way around. I apologize for the somewhat downtrodden and perhaps even bitter tone of this post, but I really am disturbed by this. I am disturbed by and ashamed of my own inaction today. I can’t help wondering what that young man is doing right now and if he is ok.

And now for something completely different (and a much lighter note): earlier today as I was waiting on the sidewalk for the light to change, a friend pulled up and called, “Hey baby! Watcha doing?” at me. It made me laugh and smile all across my face. I love living in a neighborhood where I know enough people that someone I know can randomly drive by when I’m walking down the street. That’s a pretty monumental achievement in a city of nearly one and a half million.
And the back of my shirt reads, “Our beaches and streets are not ashtrays,” courtesy of Surfrider Foundation

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Belated Dance Triumph


To be more precise, the dance triumph wasn’t belated, the reporting of it is. Back during the first weekend of August my dance troupe performed at the San Diego Renaissance Faire. For the uninitiated, our troupe, Blue Lotus, performs at several venues during the year. We do ethnic/folk/belly dancing. Not the kind of belly dancing where you wear coin-laden bikinis and shimmy like there’s no tomorrow. We do a lot of very traditional dances and we wear a lot more clothing than the cabaret style belly dancers do. My apologies. I’m a big fan of cabaret style dancing, too, but I have to say I’m relieved that I get to cover up a bit more.

At any rate, this was our first stage show at the Faire. In the past, we just hung around Liz’s Turkish coffee booth and danced in front of the tent whenever the mood struck and/or we felt that there were enough spectators. This was a much more formal and organized event. We put on a real show. Since you aren’t allowed to have recorded music at a Renaissance Faire, we had to provide all of our own noise. We drummed, played zils (finger cymbals), called, and sang while we danced. We were very lucky on the second day to have two outstanding musicians from the local group Middle Earth perform with us on the drums and the violin. Since we had the stage for a whole half-hour to ourselves, we really hammed it up. We told dumb jokes. We made spectators come up on stage with us. We yelled at each other and at the audience. It was a total blast. In addition to being the most fun I’ve ever had at a show with Blue Lotus, it is also the best we’ve ever performed since I joined the troupe.

At least seven individuals and couples had told me that they would be going to the Faire to watch us dance, but alas, not a single one made it. Everyone had a very good reason for not showing up, but I’m terribly disappointed that no one I know was there to witness our best show ever. To assuage your saddened souls, I posted just a few more photos of our performance on my Flickr account, but not too many. They just don’t capture the energy of the dances. And for those of you who really wanted to come but couldn’t, you will get a second chance. We enjoyed ourselves so much that we signed up to perform at the Escondido Renaissance Faire next month. It will be in Felicita Park off the 15, and it is two weekends: October 27-28th and November 3-4th. I will let you all know the times when it gets closer. We will be doing pretty much the same show that we put on in San Diego, and who knows, maybe our jokes will be even better by then.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Why I Used to Love to Fly


When I was younger, I never understood why so many people complained about air travel--I always thought it was a total blast. I have been an experienced flyer since I was about one year old, and I have always loved it. I desperately wanted to be a pilot when I was a teenager, but was talked out of it, damn my high school counselor... And then with the past few years of increasingly congested airports, increased security, and increased general grumpiness of all air travelers and airport personnel alike, I, too, began to feel a hint of crankiness at the suggestion of flying anywhere. Last year I was unfortunate enough to fly out on the morning when they first instated the “no gels or liquids” rule, and all holy hell broke out. It was easily my most unpleasant and harrowing day of travel ever. I arrived at my destination a whopping 5 hours late after much suffering, the detailed description of which I will generously spare you.

But yesterday’s experience brought back to me everything I love about flying--getting to meet new people, getting to watch a whole lot of new people, checking out the intriguing differences in architecture and decor of different airports, and of course, the thrill of taking off and the brilliant view afforded by a substantially increased altitude.

I arrived at Phoenix airport a little too early, so I decided to check out a promising museum-type artsy fartsy shop. It paid off--I acquired a shiny new pair of funky glass earrings, and I spent about 20 minutes talking to the young man who worked there. He was an immensely interesting individual to converse with. He immigrated here with his family 7 years ago from Somalia (actually, they had lived for several years in Kenya prior to that to escape the strife in his home country). I asked him if there was a long waiting list or if it was otherwise difficult to leave, and he told me that his father used to work for the UN when they lived in Africa, so it really expedited things. We talked about a lot of subjects--immigration, racism, education, cultural differences, pursuing one’s dreams--and I was thoroughly enjoying it all, but I had to excuse myself to go sit down because my knee was yelling at me.

After finding a seat at the terminal, I found more amiable people. A man plopped down right next to me (not one seat over as we are so inclined to do in this part of the world) and immediately launched into some friendly banter. A nice guy. He had a bit of a funny haircut in the back, because as he admitted to me and another woman, he had drunk too much vodka the night before and somehow decided that that was an auspicious time to ask a friend to cut his hair. Then the PA system suddenly announced that we all needed to sing happy birthday to someone waiting for our flight to board. A rowdy group of young women four rows over exhorted everybody to sing along, trying with all their might to embarrass the nice young man whose birthday it was. He was traveling alone and didn't even know the women who had spontaneously decided he needed a birthday serenade. It made me laugh.

Once up in the plane, I only read about 4 pages from the book I brought along; I spent nearly the entire flight with my nose pressed up against the window reveling in the landscapes and cloudscapes passing by. On a short flight such as this one was, you don’t gain too much altitude, so the land below is clear and easily identifiable if you know your landmarks. I was very pleased with myself in that I could identify so many major landmarks between the Colorado River and the California coast. A lot of this stems from having worked so extensively in the southern California wilderness. It was a beautiful sight. Landforms take on a whole other personality and geology is blatant and obvious when you are 10,000 feet up in the air.

After the much-diminished Colorado river snaked and doubled its way underneath us, we passed over the Imperial Valley. First there were the Chocolate Mountains, their jaggedy peaks disintegrating into miles of alluvial buildup, with sinuous and regular drainage patterns making a sparse necklace spread at their feet. The interwoven drainages led right up to the sprawl of the Algodones Sand Dunes that extend for dozens of miles. The dunes don’t look terribly dunelike or wavy from the air; viewed all together from such a distance they looked more like the corrugated skin of some giant dun-colored reptile. Immediately abutting the dunes and the canals that separated the alluvial spread of the Chocolate Mountains was the multicolored patchwork of fields that define the Imperial Valley. It looked like an earthy version of a Mondrian painting in varying hues of green, gold, and brown. The Salton sea glimmered dully at the north end of the agricultural zone, and went on forever. The desert showed its face abruptly again at the western edge of the fields and canals, a reminder that without the influx of imported water and constant human maintenance, this valley would revert in a matter of minutes to the thriving furnace of desert habitat it once was.

The desert of the Imperial Valley looks particularly bleak from the air. I know from experience that it contains a wealth of flora and wacky desert animals, but from the airplane it looked like nothing more than a yawning stretch of pale mud flats. This level expanse, punctuated only by the Superstition Mountains--more like hills; they look like mute nubs from the air-- gradually morphed into a series of low hills and ridges that led up to the mountain range that demarcates the border of San Diego County. The hills here look ancient; they are so eroded that they are more drainage than hill, a collection of skeletal ridges and thin spines surrounded by a mesh of deep interwoven ravines and drainage systems. They looked exactly like a washed-out version of those computer-generated fractal images that were so popular a few years ago. After these hills, the land began to gradually rise up into the rocky peaks of the Jacumba Mountains that surround the steep In-Ko-Pah grade winding up toward San Diego.
"Lake of Fire" copyright 2006 Kerry Mitchell

The boulders and rocks that loom so large when you are on the ground next to them look like completely different beasts from the air. They don’t even look like pebbles--they look as if someone scattered rock salt over the hills. As the hills got higher, that someone mixed in some dried oregano with the rock salt. A mere smattering of green specks. With a little more altitude, it started looking like someone had occasionally smeared the landscape with a paintbrush of glue so that the oregano stuck to the hills in larger swaths. Gradually, the vegetation increased until the the land was coated with a thick nubby green blanket. As we flew further over the mountains, the green collected and pooled in the ravines in crowded masses of trees.

Suddenly in the midst of all this rocky green profusion, Interstate 8 sprang into view. From there I could identify the 94 snaking its way down south, and along it I could even see the dirt lot and tiny school in Campo where I once taught independent study for Mountain Empire School District. From there, I followed the 94 with my eyes until it passed Potrero, that lovely rural settlement in the hills where the geeks descend twice a year for their Medieval war reenactments. I could also see up north of the 8 where Sunrise Highway streaked along the crest of the Laguna Mountains. The sprawling green meadows that interrupted the thick forests were shining and bright. I swear I could almost see the group of rocks I sat upon just a few weeks ago the last time I was there. East of this, riding the very edge of the mountain range, lay Thing Valley, a short swipe of paler green within the dark piney-ness. From the air, it looks like a shallow depression, even though its eastern ridge rises a thousand feet from the valley floor. The other side of the same ridge falls over four thousand feet straight down into the Anza Borrego desert; it is the last line of defense for the Lagunas and their thirsty flora.

With one glance I could simultaneously see the observatory on Mount Laguna and the larger observatory perched on top of Palomar Mountain. Lake Henshaw gleamed in between, and to the northeast, Los Coyotes Reservation stood with its tall peaks jabbing at the sky. Then, as I continued my visual tour of the 94 freeway, I saw the cloudy blue of Otay Lakes below, looking a bit shrunken, and north of them a few cars crawling to a halt at the Border Patrol checkpoint as you near the T-intersection at Jamacha Junction.

Once over San Diego proper, I tried to find as many of my friend’s houses as I could, but we were going too fast to really be sure most of the time. I would have easily been able to identify Kiki’s house, except for the fact that we flew directly over it--as you will also notice if you ever go to visit her. I discovered something I hadn't noticed before as we began our descent in earnest over Balboa Park--the Aerospace Museum has its title grandly painted in huge letters across its circular roof. Something solely for the benefit of air travelers. It is only fitting.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Road Rage and the Problem with the Word "Fickle"


Fickle. Yes, fickle is how some people like to describe the weather when it is wildly varied from day to day. I don’t particularly like that word applied to meteorological phenomena because it connotes an element of cuteness; it makes the weather sound coy and playful. I don’t find sweltering and panting my way through one long night with the fan pointed directly at my head while I sleep and then having the next night so breezy and cool that I’m actually cold and need a blanket playful. It’s maddening, I tell you! And the madness has spread. Whilst I was out running errands in between doctor appointments today I witnessed some of the worst collective driving I’ve ever seen in a single day. I kid not. The worst EVER. I will illustrate with just a tiny sampling of incidents from among the numerous near-catastrophes I was party to on my drive around town. In the most spectacular idiot fit of all, there was the young woman who was so busy shouting animatedly out of her window at the doofus in front of her who was making an illegal and traffic-halting U-turn that she almost ran into someone else head-on who immediately commenced honking and yelling at HER. And then there was the poor befuddled human who was stopped in front of me. He was stopped at an intersection where there was no stop sign and no traffic light. Just stopped. Admiring the mailbox arrangement on the corner, perhaps? Pondering whether or not it was worth it to even go on? I’ll never know.

In another unrelated sighting this afternoon, I drove by a middle-aged man smoking outside a building and wearing, I swear, what appeared to be a somewhat pained and guilty look. I was perplexed for about .6 seconds until I noticed that he was standing within five feet of a large sign painted on the building's side that declared, “Stop Smoking in 30 Minutes!!!”--complete with a large ticking clock graphic. I guess he was on minute 29.

And now for the daily knee update: not too much has changed; I’m still limping because my leg can’t straighten out completely, but I can bend it nearly all the way back to its full range. However, the doctor discovered something today that really disturbs me. He felt compelled to measure my thigh muscles and I have evidently lost one centimeter of girth from my right leg. In only three weeks! It’s daunting how quickly muscle mass can go away, and how much more effort it takes to gain it back. I really want to start working out again with a vengeance before my body dissolves into nothing. I am a big flabby mess right now. Okay, I will concede that I’m only a small flabby mess, but a bucket of out-of-shape jiggliness nonetheless. One centimeter!!!!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

How Not to Melt


I’m not sure how many people are aware of how dang hot it is in Southern California right now. If you don’t live here, I couldn’t fairly expect you to, as I have no idea how hot it is anywhere else. Oh, except for Seattle. I hear that it’s quite nice up there at the moment. I woke up in a good mood this morning, despite the fact that for the past few days, my ceiling fans have not been anywhere near strong enough to quell the tidepools of sweat that I’ve engendered by doing nothing more strenuous than sitting in my living room. And panting. Like a dog. This may be a slight exaggeration, but not by much. Well, today I woke up happy and determined to be more aggressive in trying to invent ways to keep my core temperature from reaching the boiling point than I had been yesterday.

Yesterday I spent much of the day simply lolling about and feeling too hot to move anything more than my eyelids. Even blinking was a chore if I thought about it too much. I didn’t take a shower because that would have been a futile waste of water. Late in the evening, I decided that I had to either leave the house or spontaneously combust, so I tried to cool down with a trip to the beach, but even that was no relief. I drove to my favorite spot out on Sunset Cliffs Blvd., but the ocean breeze was not moving much at all and I didn’t feel refreshed in the slightest. The waves were gorgeous and soothing but the still air was like salty jello congealed around my body. On the way home I was craving a processed fast food cheese sammich from In-n-Out (yes, even I, the paragon of vegetarian tree-hugging health-food-touting virtue cannot resist the lure of the french fried goodness that is In-n-Out), but their drive-through line was exceptionally elongated by hordes of other suffering people who similarly didn’t want to heat up their houses by cooking. I was horribly disappointed, and drove home still too warm and now hungry to boot. Fortunately, when I called Jen up at 10:00 pm to whine about my dire situation she promptly agreed that a trip to an air-conditioned spot that serves french fries was a capital idea and we left about 90 seconds later. That grilled cheese sammich was all that I had hoped and more. MMMmmmmmmmm cheeeeeeeeeeese!

Today in the late morning I went to the farmer’s market, which was scorching and rather unpleasant except for the new jade adornments I purchased and the tasty mango agua fresca that I guzzled down in about two minutes flat. I also had some raw vegan salad hippy food that was quite yummy in addition to being really good for me and canceling out the decadent American cheese-ness of the night before. And then I bought some astoundingly delicious organic heirloom tomatoes. Honestly, it made me roll my eyes they were so tasty. I’d eat another one right now except that I plan on going to bed sometime soon and all that acid is not a good precursor to a restful night’s sleep.

After the market excursion--I had the air conditioner on full blast in the car both ways, a real indulgence--I didn’t have too much time to contemplate where the next cool hideout might be. Kerry called me up and more or less demanded that I accompany her and her husband to a local pub. It wasn’t hard to oblige. The Wit’s End is a great little place in Hillcrest that serves really good beer. I was quite impressed with their selection and the friendly bar service, and we stayed there several hours trying about five or six ales between the three of us, munching on really outstanding panninis, making several new acquaintances, and listening to an astonishing amount of early metal and 80s hair band music (musical selections courtesy of Kerry and the owner). If I hadn’t developed a persistent headache we would probably still be there right now. And I do have to admit that “Surrender” by Cheap Trick is one of my favorite songs ever. Truly.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Gypsy Punks and a Pair of Crutches


Things are getting better! Only five days ago I could barely bend my knee to 90 degrees and I was still using crutches for long distances. Now I am completely off the crutches, and after seeing the physical therapist, I can bend my knee up to 125 degrees. My target is 150, to give some perspective. I apologize for the profound banality of this section of the post, but not much else is going on. It's tough to wax poetic about life when all it consists of is doing leg exercises and getting excited about being able to walk up the stairs without limping or holding on to the wall. Actually, I do have something mildly momentous (I love contradictions) to report. I am returning to Stone on Monday for my first day of work since the surgery. I will be easing back into things gradually--I'm still not allowed to do any "excessive walking or standing," meaning anything more than 15-20 minutes at a stretch. And in other fine news, my good friend Steve was here visiting all this past week, and that was wonderful as all hell, although still not anything that's going to make an entertaining blog entry for anybody else. We had long conversations together! We went out to DINNER! I was just reveling in his company--he lives in another state and I don't get to see him very often at all. This visit marked nearly one year since I last saw him.

Well, the night he got here, something really noteworthy DID happen. We went out to the Gogol Bordello concert, and boy howdy holy crap oh my god was it the best thing ever! The photo at the top is a fraction of the band practicing stage antics in the Alps, incidentally. I had originally planned on going with my brother and another guy from Stone, and Steve just couldn’t bear to be left out, so he went, too. They performed at the House of Blues, which I’ve never been to before, and it was (say this with an outRAGEOUS French accent) verry nice. I liked that there were several different rooms to hang out in if you so chose. If I had been there with a non-gimpy leg and if it was any other band playing, I would have explored more (you wouldn’t ever want to miss the visual spectacle of Gogol Bordello onstage, believe me). There were comfy couches and everything in one of the bar areas, where you could still hear the music just fine, but it was at a much more reasonable number of decibels so you could have conversations without screaming directly into people’s ears.

Because my knee prevented me from standing up for the duration of the night's festivities, I got to sit in the special gimp section. They gave me a chair and roped off the area so people wouldn't trip over us and cause more damage and drama. It mostly worked. There was an extremely nice couple sitting next to me who were very helpful and instrumental in trying to figure out where the heck Steve and Ken had gotten off to before the concert started. The only frustrating thing about the evening was that I couldn’t stand up and jump up and down and thrash around and dance like one possessed or try to get on the stage. These are all things that are more or less obligatory at a Gogol Bordello concert. Trust me. I liked that they not only allowed audience members to jump on the stage and join the fray, they invited and encouraged them to do so.

The band is truly amazing. Even if you didn’t care for their music (are there people who do that?) I challenge anyone to go see them live and not yell and scream and thrash around. Their energy is astounding and boundless and infectious. They don’t just play music, they put on an exhausting, exhilarating and insane show. Accordions. Two screaming women in crazy costumes like grown up violent Punky Brewsters. Cuss words. Lyrics shouted out in unintelligible Ukrainian accents. Cymbals and giant drums. Mandatory audience participation. Crowd-surfing band members. These are shallow attempts to convey the unbelievable colors, sounds and energy of the concert, but there is really no way to do so with words. They did two or three encores, or ten, I'm not sure. Not enough. I have never, and I mean NEVER, seen an audience react to a show the way this one did. Every single person was moving; it was a sweaty sea of people jumping up and down in a frantic tempo and clapping their hands high over their heads. I know I've already pretty much said this, but this was truly one of the most spectacular (very much a spectacle) concerts I've ever attended. I was even inspired to buy a t-shirt, something I've only done on one other occasion since 1988.